
This is another one of those posts where I am not quite sure what to say..or how much rather. The past year for me has been full of ups and downs ( actually more downs than ups). I went thru health issues myself and then saw my Mother pass a few months ago. That in itself was hard but the aftermath of it all is what hurts the most. I have lost a lot in my RL world but always had people in Second Life that knew and cared for me. Among them all were three women who I hold not only dear to my heart in world, but out of it as well. But..somehow..thru everything I was going thru I lost sight of that. I was so worried about myself and what I was going thru I forgot to stop and think of what those that held me dear were going thru. Because of that, my ignorance, I have lost one of them and that hurts more than what God or any doctor can put me thru. It is truly amazing how it affects me and it seems strange… To those that say SL is SL and Rl is RL I call bullshit. There is a person behind the Avi and try as I may I cannot live by the saying ” If you love someone set them free” ,I can’t. I don’t know if the cancer somehow changed me, if , when I was thinking tomorrow, next week, next year would be my last somehow made me see and feel things I normally just shrug off and say ” ca sa ra sa ra”. I can’t give up, I can’t back down I have to live my life like there truly is no tomorrow, because there might not be. So you see The Relay For life event means so much more for me this year. To me it’s not only about a cure for whats effecting our physical bodies, but its also about healing our soul.
_______________________________I Will Never Back Down____________________________________
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